I've made the choice.. that my life and my problems need to get out there. Not for my sake, but for the sake of any others who have anything the same and need help.. I want to be there like no-one was ever there for me.

This is gonna be depressing, I'm giving you a warning... I'm not an emo, I'm an ordinary, 'happy' girl who always has one of those perfectly happy smiles on her face... but I have so much underneath that and no-one truly understands. I need someone to care, even if I don't know them.

Just, remember I warned you guys and whatever happens in your own lives, try and keep your heads up and achieve what I'm honestly failing at - achieving serenity.

Becky x